the road less travelled

…our 3rd anniversary…

misszeus — Thu, 30 Dec 2010 09:56:01 +0000

Baby you’re the best thing that happened to me happy anniversary!

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misszeus — Thu, 02 Dec 2010 12:30:00 +0000

I have completed 5 months in this wonderful land of Middle East. I love this city. Yes the city has its own prejudices, but which city or which country doesn’t. Yday was the last day of the bid committee’s presentation to the FIFA members in Zurich. Qatar single handedly shocked and surprised everybody with their emotional yet hard hitting bid, as to why FIFA should chose Qatar.

Football or for that matters any sport nowadays is too big to be contained within a couple of continents. We always symbolise ME with the thoughts of bombs and terrorists or the BURJ. But the fact can be realized only when we live in this great rich Arab culture. It is high time, ME gets its due with more positive influences that it has on the world.

Arabs are ardent lovers of football. Just like we see gully cricket swarming the minds of all boys in India, same is the case with the ME. They love their football. And it is high time, the Arab world and the neighboring Asian countries get a taste of football fever.

Today is the decision and I wish and pray that Qatar wins this bid.

Gods strange way

misszeus — Mon, 29 Nov 2010 16:38:08 +0000

I believe that God acts in ways that we may not completely understand…
God has blessed me with the best things in life, the nice family, the comfortable life…I truly feel blessed. But All these blessings are taken away the moment I look at my fat and ugly body. It breaks my heart. No matter what riches and happiness I have in life my being over weight just turns them all into ashes. Is this a disrespect I show to God for whatever (little) he has given me??

Aging

misszeus — Mon, 29 Nov 2010 07:02:49 +0000

Okay. At what age do you start worrying that your getting older day by day. I am gonna complete my 26 yrs of life on this earth this feb. hhmmm….

Yday I bought an eye serum….i still hate using the word anti-aging….but i applied it today morning…hoping it takes away all those fine lines under my eyes… Obviously I have a bulky body so I look atleast 10 yrs older than my real age ….when will i lose weight

Being Satisfied…

misszeus — Wed, 24 Nov 2010 12:53:53 +0000

We never really understand the gravity of this phrase… BEING SATISFIED! But on closer inspection, it’s quite evident that you might have seen more than one comet pass by in your lifetime but have never reached this state called as – “Being Satisfied”

Remember the old Lynyrd Skynyrd song…Simple man…I particularly love two line here

Boy, don’t you worry… you’ll find yourself.
Follow you heart and nothing else.
And you can do this if you try.
All I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.

No I have no fucking clue how to reach this state But yes, for the time being, I am satisfied knowing that I haven’t been completely satisfied in life. Not even once…

It’s not a regret. Definitely NO. And why isn’t it one, coz it’s even more evident that there are very few who would anyways reach this state. I would really want to meet a person in life who is “Satisfied” in the true sense, then I would know what I am missing out on. But for now, I am Okay. I am CONTENT. Now that’s a classic paradox.

For lesser intellectual souls like me, it would seem that being SATISFIED and CONTENT are the same. But again, on a deeper thought – they are so not the same! Being Content is making peace with what you have or what you’ve got. And being Satisfied, is getting exactly what you’ve asked for and happy about it

mixed feelings

misszeus — Sat, 12 Jun 2010 18:46:28 +0000

…that’s all I can say!

My BFF :)

misszeus — Sat, 29 May 2010 20:43:12 +0000

peeping tom

misszeus — Thu, 27 May 2010 19:17:43 +0000

I have always had this habit. Now I don’t know if as humans we are built this way or is it just me!

I love looking at people’s pictures on facebook, orkut, twitter etc. I just love seeing them so happy and gleeful. I dont love them maybe…but I like to see them. As a mark of how much more cooler they are than me and my life. Secretly I enjoy it when people do not upload more pictures of themselves. It seems as though they rather not show it types.

I know I don’t make any sense. I used to love uploading pictures of myself until I got this fat and ugly. And in a way I always felt Sujith never liked uploading my snaps. I remember this real beautiful Onam picture of mine taken by my friends at work, and bammmmm it was on his orkut account.

I am miserable in this body. I am carrying probably a six year old within me…hahahaha! God help!

Btw…i had 4 cheese garlic bread and 1 personal pan pizza today.

G.U.I.L.T.Y

saying buh bye to my singlehood

misszeus — Wed, 26 May 2010 12:10:34 +0000

Thats just technically though. You all know I never was single since 1st yr of college….hahaha!

I took two days off from work. Just wanted to be at home and relax. From doing what? heheh,…nice question. I like being with myself. As long as I can remember, I love entertaining myself with just me. I might not have this luxury ever again with the new job. New place. Slightly new found live in with Sujith again!

It was difficult when Sujith moved out. A friend told me, don’t stay apart too long. Else you’ll start finding comfort in your own life. I don’t think the entire comfort has set in. But yes, I do know for sure, I’ll miss these days. Waking up to myself. Having the whole house to myself.

I had the best time in Bangalore. Some of the hardest too.

But I know what else I’ll be missing out on. I will miss waiting to hear from Sujith. The concern surrounding me from him. I will miss coming out of airports to so many anxious faces waiting out for someone. I never find him instantly. I look and I look and I look. Then suddenly out of nowhere I would see his sly smile. Ahhhh….so cute. I’ll miss all that and more.

mixed day

misszeus — Sun, 02 May 2010 20:03:37 +0000

I did not wake up to a good feeling. I came to know of a cousins miscarriage. I was heart-broken. But somehow did not find the nerves to go and meet her. I just felt as if it would happen to me some day and I did not want to know how I would look like. I know its kinda pessimistic of me to think of something like this. The time I lay on bed I was thinking how precious carrying a baby is. I want to make my womb comfortable for my baby. I want to keep it safe for him. Every mother does. I just pray to God…when my day comes to conceive his blessings in the form of a baby…give me the strength to see it through and keep him safe.

Well another thing.

I talked to my future boss. You would not believe it what he told me. He said ‘I am very demanding!’. It was kinda sweet of him as well. Somehow I got the feeling from him that, he knows I am way to young to take on a responsibility like this. But he somehow trusts that I would be able to pull it off.

I am sure I will do good. Coz I love what I do. This work is something that is taking me to the oath that is actually cut out for me. So my story had already begun. I just wanna stay on porch a little longer to see how it turns out. For now – I have got a lot to study

Hey I finished my 3rd Nicholas Sparks. I somehow love his novels. I did not find the film as good as the book. I got so hooked to this guy. I know its kind of cheesy. Like a mid twenties Mills n Boons minus the sexual curiosity of course. I just find his stories very touching and tender and wish all this would have happened to me. I don’t like fiction. But this is believable. So it isn’t technically a fiction…in my dictionary.

Next is to finish my Iacocca

P.S: My typos are getting worse. Don’t you just love the spell check